The Silence has taught me never to ask for help from another soul in my circle of influence ever again.
It's just Him and me, and I WILL-CAN DO this project.
IF there are others ordained to assist me, then they will come forward on their own or I will solicit help from strangers and pay them their due.
For whatever the reasons, I was never blessed with a genuine support system, which puzzled my doctors. Heck, when they made that assessment after hours and hours of consultations, that fact shook me but I saw it...all of it. I was always expected to be their for others, even when my baby was killed. There was no comfort, just the demand to comfort others who were affected.
Lord, what do we do next? And I will leave the "how" to You.
Back to bed...the alarm goes off in just a few short hours.
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